iamjustdaydreamer said: Whats your story?
I pretend to everyone I’m okay, when really I’m falling to pieces. People get fed up of hearing I’m not okay so I keep it to myself. My blog lets out my emotion, my friends think I’m fine, my parents do too, the same for teachers and friends of the family, I keep it to myself. It’s almost as if I’m scared of myself, scared of the truth that I’m not okay so I tell everyone I am in the hope that one day I’ll believe it and I will be okay. My ‘friends’ seem to bitch about me when I wouldn’t dare do that to them. I was born with an incurable illness, soon to have another operation. The thought of dying makes me happy, I’m one of many teens who feel this way, And i’m here for you all.